friday was his off day before Sean goes thailand..the first time he sends me to work for this new job and i felt it was so sweet..but somehow he's really unlucky that he met with an accident juz outside my office after i alighted..i felt really bad :( all bcos of that stupid lorry driver did not stop at the STOP line lah. lucky it was not Sean's fault else he'll haf to compensate the other party!!! in the end the garage gave him another car to drive for a week while his car is sent for repair. an exchange for a more comfy car heehee.

last night was a very sad night when me n his mom send him to the airport..it's his 2nd time goin overseas, so i'm not as worried..but i do worry the weather over at thai cos it's 2 extreme weathers in day n night. i heard it's freaking hot in the day, and it can go as cold as 7 degrees in the outfield at night! wonder if it is true..sigh. i stayed over at his hse after sending him to airport, and this morning i woke up feeling super extremely sad when i didnt see him..only haf the neoprint we took yesterday to keep me going on for the 2 weeks. Jasper once asked me, "you n sean so long liao u really miss him so much meh?" the answer is YES. i'm not lying when i say i miss him when he's in army.. maybe its becos he's my 1st boyfriend, i dun feel that we're together for almost 6 years at all. everyday we're experiencing new things in the different stages of our life, like frm sec sch to poly, frm poly to NS, and work. to me everyday is a new day to learn and discover abt each other. that's how it keeps our relationship going. i tink i've found the guy whom i can rely on. thank god for him, and also all my friends who have accompanied me thruout his NS period, and my ups and downs with him..this is a pretty emotional entry :P