school's starting! but really not sure exactly when.

all i know is..it's orientation on 12 Jul..and i have to collect my study materials on the same day..and attend this "Essential Academic Skills: Study at SIM University" seminar....

i made a huge mistake in selecting my modules.

in total, i am given exemptions for 8 modules = 40 credit units.

which leaves me a total of 15 modules to complete my degree.

initially, i thought of taking 2 modules first to try working and studying together as i thought i would be quite occupied to study 2 days a week. i didnt know that 1 subject only takes up half a sem; which means, i only study 1 day a week..... i thought that both subjects will spread through the whole semester..

so now indeed..i study only 1 day a week..as free as usual.. if i knew.. i would have taken 3 subjects this sem so i can complete faster..ARGH.

`looking forward to school..to find my worth in life again.

now at work, i really don't find my worth there..i can't see what value am i bringing to the organisation and yet, i have to "think for the organisation". who thinks for me then? I am already trying my best, but when I do things right, it's my job, my responsibilty and like, i should have done it right frm the start. not that i am desperate for the praise but i tink one needs some motivation and strength every now and then.

i find no worth and meaning in this anymore. when i do things wrong, (sad to say its quite frequent), the thing gets blown up (a big trashing) and archived (being brought up as and when the occasion calls for it).

i must say that i have quite a high treshold for all these..6 more months to go and i'll say BYE BYE.