my greatest wish now is to have 72 hours in a day.
my life is so hectic now! there's not enough time for so many things that's happening!
everyday, i wake up at 7.30am, spend 1 hour travelling to work, spend 9.5 hours in office, spend another hour travelling back home, have less than 5 hours to myself if i have to sleep at 12 midnight. If i meet sean, time to myself is divided by 2. If I meet my friends, time to myself is almost to none. The vicious cycle goes on and tires me everyday..And now I HAVE SCHOOL on top of all these! I cannot afford not to meet these people cos we need to socialize and interact! Pace of life is so fast that I can hardly breathe! How is 18 days of annual leave enough??? At this point of my life, I have everything I want and need. But..it is still not complete..I really need more time to digest all these........
How come I am so free back in poly days ah? Like I told Sean, now we have money to spend on a lot of things, but we have no time to proper utilize or even look at them! If you know me well, you will know that I buy too much things thats why. Just buy and buy and chuck them aside. SIGH! what a waste. For e.g., I bought 4 boxes = 40 pcs of masks back frm Taiwan, and I hardly have the time or energy to use them. The big bag of '07 Christmas presents are still in a corner... Bought so many skincare, but have the time to use so little. Bought a couple of books but where to find time to read? Back then, we had lots of time to spare..but there were never such indulgences for me. Are these the struggles and differences when growing up? Now, I cannot even explain whether am I fortunate.
We had lots of time to waste on taking buses, and walk. We used to walk a lot together frm point to point. We ever walked frm Tampines Mall back to his house, and East Coast Park back to his house ok! But now if you ask me, I will try to avoid doing these and taking buses cos.. weekends and time after work is super duper precious. It has to be spent on stuff that are more meaningful than wasting time to travel frm point to point.
So now, these are my little wishes:
to spend a day or two cleaning my dust-piling room
to catch up my beauty sleep
to have time and energy to exercise
to find time arranging and looking at all the stuff i bought since the start of '08! especially those stuff I bought frm Taiwan
to have time to paint my own nails, do my nail art
To blank and do nothing.
We really do nothing but complain.