i am reallyyyy looking forward to this drama!

it's my first and last paper today, and in the afternoon when i reached office, dear sent me a message saying that he misses me cause i have been staying at his hse mugging for the past few days for my exam, and those days mugging together was well spent. it touched me and left me thinking whether i was really taking things for granted. for almost 8 years:

he never once let me wait for him when we are to meet outside,

he never fails to surprise me with stuff on my wishlist now and then,

he never fails to pick and tidy up after me,

he never fails to fold the sharp edges of the panadol blister pack for me whenever i need to bring them out,

he never fails to give me a ride or drive me whenever i need to,

he always apologizes to me first (something that till now i am so stuborn to do), no matter whose fault is it.

but me? i am like deteriorating..

dear nancy, pls reflect!

p/s: side track a bit. i think i got to buck up on my readings and hold more intellectual conversations around. bought this a couple of weeks ago, "How to Sleep with a Movie Star" by Kristin Harmel. ready to attack the book soon!